Getting BurnedTonight is breaking me down,I know we can't turn this around,I wish I could get over you,I don't know what to do.Love songs are overrated,Writing these makes me irritated,But I can't help thinking about you,I don't know what to do.My mind feels like it is just scorching,As I watch you get cozy with her.I can't help the anger I'm feeling,As I'm given such painful burns.It's like we didn't matter,All the feelings are just gone.I was your little Beta,And she's the new release this month.I just can't lie anymore.I just can't fight anymore.I'm done getting burned.It's over.My heart feels like it's flaming,As I listen to the words you say.When she says you're her one and only,"This is the first I've felt this way."It's like I didn't matter,All the feelings are just gone.I was your stupid Beta,And she's the new release this month.I just can't lie anymore.I just can't fight anymore.I'm done getting burned.It's over.Please tell me you will stay by me,You two jus
Sitting AloneSitting alone, I've had time to think.No light has shown; my mind is on the brink.Waiting for you, is taking all my time.Don't know what to do, I just can't decide.Are you worth waiting for?Will I be loved anymore?Is this worth the fight?Can't we just get it right?I can't be with you anymore.It's like my heart is torn,And my mind has shattered.I just have to move past,It would never last,Not that it really mattered...To you.Waiting here, no one else around.Coated in fear, my mind is far from sound.Thinking of us, you're stuck in my head.I just can't trust, such thoughts again.Are you worth hoping for?Will I be tortured anymore?Is this the final fight?Can't we just get it right?I can't be with you anymore.It's like my heart is torn,And my mind has shattered.I just have to move past,It would never last,Not that it really mattered...To you.Are you worth hoping for?Will I be tortured anymore?Is this the final fight?Can't we just get it right?Not that it re
I Will Wait for YouThe rain hits my window,Falling like severed dreams.The clouds pass overhead,Life is not what it seems.I'm left to wait in darkness,Reaching for scattered light.I'm left to the shadows,To be devoured tonight.I can't shake these feelings, break these bonds.Love anyone one else, no matter the cause.I will wait for you,Until the sun rises high.I will wait for you,And break out of this night.Oh I love you so,I can't let you go.I need you here with me.Birds chirping outside,Giving a sound to the morn.The sun rises slowly,Despite your scorn.Left to delve into darkness,Never to be set free.Your heart nearly broken,You're ending up like me.I can't shake these feelings, break these bonds.Love anyone one else, no matter the cause.I will wait for you,Until the sun rises high.I will wait for you,And break out of this night.Oh I love you so,I can't let you go.I need you here with me.The rain hits my window,Falling like severed dreams.I will wait for you,Until th
Today Feels LikeToday feels like the heavy clouds have left my heart.Today's so great I don't care if we're apart.I feel so exponentially, fantastically great.Like the world until now was well worth the wait.Today feels like the skies are a clearer blue.Today's the first time I'm happy without you.I think that from now on, I'll be fine.I think I should let you live your life.I can't say I'm sorry, I've done nothing wrong.And I'm finally happy, that's why I wrote this song.I love you, I love you, and I love you so.And if you don't want to be with me,I've got to let you go.I'll miss you and I'll crave you,But I've got to let you know.I wish you luck, I wish you glee.I wish you happiness without me.Today the sun is shining oh so bright.Today I'm feeling great and I'm alright.I feel like I could float among the clouds.There's no hope of bringing me down.I can't say I'm sorry, I've done nothing wrong.And I'm finally happy, that's why I wrote this song.I love you, I love you, and I lo
HelloI'm stuck; I can't get out.I'm trapped, without a doubt.My heart is breaking,The end is in the making,And yet, I don't care.I'm not willing, not yet,I can't say good bye,When I never got to say,Hello.I'm stuck in this world,Not enough power to leave.I'm not being held here,My anything but me.My heart is tormented,Unprotected, weak, affected,By the words you can'tSay to me.Fabled wings of white,I can't see them.A crown of gold,I can't reach it.Those who could help are goneOr don't exist.I supposeEven with this...I still love you, I love you soNo matter what you leave behind,You can't leave our past,My feelings will last,To the test of timeAnd through this rhyme I say:I still love you.
LovingI want to know youUnderstand the way you thinkHow you feelWhat makes you angryTurned onWhat makes you feelLike you're flyingOr sitting on a rocky edgeAbout to fall off the EarthWhy can't I know you?The way you look at meIn the dead of nightHeart on the bed beside youEasy to take and loveBut also easy to break and shatterIs that why you hideIn the daylight?We can laugh together in the sunBeads of sweat on our browsLight piercing the skiesInvading our eyesAs we sit and talk for hoursLetting the day pass into nightAnd then what are we?From friends to loversA simple embrace becomes a passionate kissClothes fly off our bodiesLanding with a thud in the unexplored darknessBodies pressed against one anotherLips warm to the touchHands caressing gentlyIs this all we can ever be?Hidden in the shadowsOur love can only bloom in the nightThe day is like a curseWhere I am just a friendHolding hands with a loverSeems impossible below skies of azureYet I push to gr
BJD MemeBJD Meme...I feel lame...1:From all the dolls you own, who is your favorite and why.---Lilith, because she's the first one I has to work to buy.2:Explain how you managed to get into BJD collecting.---I saw a picture on google (or somewhere) of a robot Miku BJD.3:Name the very first doll you ever bought.---Axis4:Which doll do you plan to buy next?---Hugh from Doll Love5:Are you currently waiting on any dolls?---Lilith still needs her face-up 6:How many dolls do you currently have?---37:Name the very last doll you bought.---Lilith8:What is the worst thing about this hobby?---I don't seem like the doll type, so it's hard for people to grasp why I like them. Also, I live in the middle of the ocean... shipping kills me.9:What is the best thing about this hobby?---They make me happy.10:Which is your best dolly photo (of yours) (copy the link and paste using [ ] at either end.---[http://my-name-is-totoro.deviantart.com/gallery/34875180#/d52giku] is my best, thus far.